thoughts

i'm extremely blessed and i sometimes take that for granted

hate to admit it but lifting heavy things and putting them down over and over again really does well for your mental

i likely talk about travel a lot but it’s something that shaped me significantly in the past three years, helped me grow a lot.

i do think i’m over the backpacking/solo travel stuff, even if in short stints. the hard part is finding someone to travel with that you also align with, but you also don’t want to limit yourself in what experiences you can have.

idk been thinking about it a lot as i’m in italy. i’ve had some incredible fun memories from backpacking and feel like i’ll always be chasing that high if i solo travel. i don’t rly want to chase that high.

either need to change how i view things or change how i travel or give it up tbh. who knows

some thoughts on my mind for today

well.. i accidentally closed the tab so lost everything i wrote. should probably add support for that.

i didn’t think i’d experience emotions i’m unfamiliar with in my late 20s, but here we are. my friends describe it as a l*ve but i highly disagree.

i do want to contribute more to this little site but i need to do a slight refactor of how things are handled or else it’ll be harder to manage the refactor. also, stronger mobile support so i can do things on the go. maybe i turn it into an app. would like to redesign it too. there’s something special about building truly for yourself, i mean that’s how i learned how to code to begin with and scaling this feels like a joy. however being honest i should probably spend time coding things that can make money.

i feel swamped! overwhelmed! so much going on lately. but overall happy! things are good. things are great.

i do miss travel. i can’t never decide if it’s for good or bad reasons. i’m not sure if it’s travel i miss, or a carefree lifestyle, being in the sun everyday, doing things with little responsibility. if it’s the latter, then i consider it a bad reason.

listening to mac miller, whoever reads this – hope u have a lovely day.

ahHHHHHH

this is a fascinating time to witness the markets

i’d love to work on this little website a bit more, mostly just cleanup items but struggling to find the time atm.

currently, spending lots of my time with my friends, both old and new. which i find highly valuable and important in current phase of my life.

i genuinely don’t enjoy airports and flying. it’s never an enjoyable experience

there’s never a plan B. it kind of sets you up for failure as soon as you start, because you’re under assumption that plan A will fail. i always by default assume i’ll achieve my goal regardless of the time it takes – the key factor is acknowledging that you won’t give up on it.

this something i’ve lived by your years, and funnily enough – i picked it up from timothydelaghetto lol